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[May. 27th, 2012|03:56 am] |
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Been so busy, but it's been good. Good job. |
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[Feb. 21st, 2012|02:48 am] |
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this year i turn 30. i was 19 when i started writing in here. isn't that fucking crazy? |
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[Nov. 17th, 2010|03:35 am] |
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It doesn't feel right to leave broken peices on the floor and not take care of it. I want to take care of it, but I'm scared I will just cut myself doing it. I prevail a pussy. |
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[Aug. 18th, 2010|03:31 pm] |
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it's difficult to move forward while rocks are being thrown towards you. i am so indecisive about how i feel, maybe i should be honest? or suppose i can just have things slide out naturally. what is best is that i continue to keep myself in positive energy. that itself can be quite the chore. perhaps neitzche is a genius. suffering is all i have, but no, i can be over zealous towards my pride, i'll do that. |
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[Aug. 15th, 2010|10:01 pm] |
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every push forward leaves a streak that i can't help but leave. can't go back, just prevent, plan and play. |
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[Jul. 18th, 2010|11:04 am] |
3 more weeks until brandy and start moving into the new house off of kitsap lake. We feel this will definitly make our lives easier. The place we live now is too small for us both with no independance. It's built on the backyard of our landlord and to get in we have to walk into their drive-way. Gay.
It's going to be nice to have that open space, our own yard, a much bigger bedroom, a big kitchen with a dishwasher, washer/dryer, honestly a lot of things we don't really think about needing, will be at the new house. I am especially excited at the fact that this will be the nicest place I will live at, and it's just going to be brandy and I with no roommates. I am so done with that. Also we are going to ensure that our new home will be our HOME and not another excuse for a place to party and crash (unless we invite you).
Happy. |
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[Jul. 13th, 2010|12:30 pm] |
Moving into a very nice house soon. I am taking the proper precautions of ensuring the security that this house will be represented as the home of brandy and myself and not a place of constant partying and socializing. I'm over that now and we want to live in peace, there will be socials but done with planning and exclusiveness.
Seattle is a definite next step in relocation. Kitsap is just bleh. Everything that aids in our demands is in Seattle. We are both so particuliar in lifestyle, living In a navy county makes me bitter at times. I guess I am a Bremerton hating hipster. Sorry, I know there are tons of things happening here but I still prefer to attend the events in the big city. I'm just picky and honest. Pricky.
Living in this small house can't end any sooner, I must start anew and get the ball rolling.
I just realize my social network has decreased significantly after moving out of the farmhouse. Keeping a few close to me could be a good thing. I just prefer to spend time with brandy, I'm just a sucker like that. |
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[Jul. 3rd, 2010|08:18 am] |
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I have never had plans like these before. Never mapped out my future like this ever. Nothing will fuck this up. |
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[Jun. 29th, 2010|12:28 pm] |
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The one thing I never want to be, I end up being. Maybe I knew this was going to happen? Maybe the issue is trust? I can't trust myself? I can't keep on doing this shit. Old tendencies have return, why did I believe that I have changed? I guess I am now realizing I am still the same fucking person as I was many years ago. It's killing me. I need to escape from the depths of these disgusting emotions, I am better than this. Perhaps this is just a phase, I think i will choose to believe that. |
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[Jun. 20th, 2010|05:38 pm] |
At trina and cristiana's apartment . Trina is on
livejournal and nanabanana is playing final fantasy 13. Hopefully later today I can meet up with Jeremy and play some guitar. Oh livejournal. I need to use you more. |
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